Ugh I played bad

the title says it all I played soooo bad for 2 straight days.

1st it was my bap, I played soooo bad that I decided that I was going to reset the BAP and start it all over today. I was just playing bad, bottom line thats it. I can not make excuses like bad beats or anything it was just my poor play.

I sat at a 1/2 game yesturday which was a huge mistake, lost like $350 from my $500 I had online for myself. And then I had to ship out like $30 for stakes I promised all and all I think I have $115 for myself. Not to sure what I want to do with my money, I might just stake it all out, good news is Joseph will be shipping me $100 for a winning stake in next couple days.

House Hunting: so my wife, Kyle my son, Dakota my daughter and myself all live around the corner from my mom. Well let me explain how we came to live in Maryland. I was a bad kid, staying out late, not following rules, etc etc etc so my mom sent me to live with my grandfather in Florida. Of course I had no objection to this......HELLO FLORIDA. Well my grandfather was hardley ever home so I just kinda hung out worked various jobs, fast food, telemarketing, carpet cleaning etc etc etc. I dated around and then I found my eventual wife Christina, about a year later I decided to move back to Maryland and Christina and I decided to try our relationship long distance.

Well I feel back into my old habits in Maryland and ended up just leaving Maryland and heading to Florida, I showed up at my wifes doorstep and her mother took me in, her mom was kick ass! She ended up passing away from cancer but she was a great person. Anyway my mom bought a house in Florida and we rented from her, I moved to Maryland AGAIN to get a better job and again she bought a house and we rented from her. Well we were planning on moving back to Florida but we really dont have the moving expensis that are needed so my mom is planning on buying another bigger house for us to move in. So that is were we are now trying to find that perect house.